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June 3rd @ 3:10pm] |
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Its been awhile...
I've been living in Downtown Fullerton with my husband since Feb. I love my place. For about the past month I have been the receptionist at this awesome salon down the street from me. I love it.
Hopefully I will be accepted into the mortuary science program over at Cypress College for next spring. Its going to be hard work but worth it in the end.
I kept cutting my hair off during my 2 months of straight depression when things were really rocky. I was able to channel it into something productive though and I'm glad that we made it through that. I need the monchichi to start growing out now.
Lately I have been so worried that something bad is going to happen to my husband. Friday night I started thinking about how much I love him and that I would seriously die if anything happened to him.
My cat Boris (mommy's little guy) has been bringing around another stray who I've been calling Chococat. He's beginning to warm up to me and even meow's now if he sees me.
I will have been married 7 months on the 9th. I never knew that I could have so much patience and admiration for another person. I use to be so selfish and now I have none of those feeelings inside me anymore. I dont know.
The timer on the computer says I have to get off now. I ♥ the library!
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[Thursday
March 16th @ 11:38pm] |
I made a new journal and im not going to be using this one anymore.
My ex likes to stalk me online so, dont find me..ill find you =)
♥
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[Wednesday
March 15th @ 11:02am] |
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Will someone please give me a ride to Tucson? Thanks...
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[Saturday
March 4th @ 12:26pm] |
So I have strep throat, a kidney infection and Mr. Betta Fish passed on to the other side. I feel like crap so I'm not going to be around for awhile. I'm at my moms house getting rest and help with my little monster.
See y'all later! <33
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[Wednesday
March 1st @ 2:24pm] |
I havent really updated in awhile. I've been in Seal Beach since Sunday. I cant decide if it's temporary or not. Things still are and will always be up in the air I think. Unless something major happens.
Its freeeezing in my house right now!
Bella and I almost went on a walk today, but I got too lazy =/
♥
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[Wednesday
February 22nd @ 1:10am] |
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Last night I went to Blue Mondays. I went with my friend Daniel. I love going to places like that with him because I have a boy I can dance with who I know wont try to hump my leg and also I odnt have to babysit him like I do some people I hang out with.
I cut my hair and I really like it alot. its easier to curl and maintain.
I've been at my parents house since saturday. I love it here. Tonight is going to be the first night I go to sleep early. =)
Saturday night I went and saw some cannibal movie. It was horrible. Then I hung out with Tony who I hadnt seen in awhile, outside of seeing his band play last month. We went to the Lucky Tiki. I had fun with him.
goodnight
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[Wednesday
February 15th @ 11:48am] |
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante's Inferno Test
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[Tuesday
February 14th @ 3:27pm] |
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i told you right from the start.
a knife up to your throat for one put through my heart.
couldn't hold on and this i should've known.
thinking back as i walk the night alone.
i told you that my love was true.
i asked you to walk away if you don't feel like i do.
you whispered that you would be mine always.
i felt myself slipping away.
i love you forever, 'til death do us part.
night gives no rest and i cannot sleep.
when i can i see your face, it's tattooed on my dreams.
purple heart pumps sorrow through my veins.
i awaken, i'm calling out your name.
i often think back to that night... the moment when i found out that our love was a lie.
felt like i would die, i couldn't stand the pain.
and there's nothing left except one thing, i've gotta see you again.
i love you forever, 'til death do us part.
forever is over, forever is over.
it's over, it's over, it ended on that night... that i took your fucking life.
--Tiger Army
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[Friday
February 10th @ 1:26am] |
You are like a fish out of water....
You always seem to slip out of my hands....
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[Thursday
February 2nd @ 10:45pm] |
She always finds a way to make my heart smile again
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[Monday
January 30th @ 2:53pm] |
I just got dumped over a text message.
awesome.
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[Saturday
January 28th @ 11:42pm] |
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Last night I went to a show, but I missed Tony's band. I felt horrible about it. I lied to him and told him I caught some of it and I loved it. I hate being a bad friend.
Today I went to 4th st. in Long Beach. One of the vintage stores is hiring so I'm dropping off my resume tomorrow. I would kill for the job.
Lately I've been in this emotional rut. I guess I wasnt as prepared as I thought I was to leave Brandt. I kinda hit the ground running. I keep moving in and out of the place I had with him. I don't know what the hell I am doing anymore. I feel so bad for Bella being shuttled around all the time.
I've been losing alot of weight recently. Like all my baby weight I gained. I'm starting to fit into some of my dresses and jeans. Thank you depression.
I seriously dont understand people sometimes. Recently everyone has just been letting me down, but I guess what eles is new right? I invest so much emotions in the wrong people. I hate being told that you promise you will call me back but get too drunk to rmemeber to make the stupid phone call. Whats even worse is just how upset I get. I guess it comes with being a dumb girl. Maybe I just take things like too personally, I need to relax and worry about more important things.
I think I need a hobby so I dont have the time to sit around and over think things.
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[Thursday
January 26th @ 10:13am] |
CRASH PRESENTS
ROCKABILLY BY THE SEA
friday: jan 27th
at
J.King Neptunes
starting the night off:
crash
then in their very first show: TONY JAMES AND THE JAMESONS
followed by: the cowtippers
finishing the night off:
rory justice and his ubangi rockers
j king neptunes
17115 Pacific Coast Hwy
Sunset Beach, Ca 92647
$5 cover((THATS RIGHT 5$$ 4 BANDS)))
Show starts a 9pm sharp
Full bar/Great grub
Fun folks focused on havin fun!!
Call ahead for age restrictions, ask for
Juan@562-592-4878(THIS IS A MUST IF YOUR UNDER 21)
It's been forever since I've seen Tony. It will be nice to go out this friday.
I love my daughter with all my heart but sometimes I dont know...
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[Friday
January 20th @ 6:29pm] |
I feel really horrible saying this..but I love my life so much better without Brandt in it.
Hopefully this weekend I'll be getting my ticket for this show
That should be so much fun. Hopefully I can talk Donnie into coming out here for the show!
Heres a picture from last night with my "little brother" Jerrick
I'm trying to get a job hopefully by next week I can get one!
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[Monday
January 16th @ 10:42am] |
- While sleeping, fifteen percent of men snore, and ten percent grind their Marina Marie!
- Some birds use Marina Marie to orientate themselves during migration.
- To check whether Marina Marie is safe to eat, drop her in a bowl of water; rotten Marina Marie will sink, and fresh Marina Marie will float.
- You can tell if Marina Marie has been hard-boiled by spinning her. If she stands up, she is hard-boiled!
- There is no lead in a lead pencil - it is simply a stick of graphite mixed with Marina Marie and water.
- Banging your head against Marina Marie uses 150 calories an hour!
- Early thermometers were filled with Marina Marie instead of mercury!
- Marina Marie kept at the window will keep vampires at bay!
- Marina Marie is the largest of Saturn's moons.
- The number one cause of blindness in the United States is Marina Marie.
I guess nomore trip to Alabama for my friend and me. I dont get why people are so freakin weird!
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[Sunday
January 15th @ 5:56pm] |
I'm back in the valley. I hung out with Janice and my friend Daniel last night. We went to some weird party. Daniel and I left and went to The Lucky Tiki bar, that was lame so we went to Johnnys.
Janice and I have been planning a vacation. She is my most favorite person to be around. Me and her get drunk off each other. I guess being friends for like 15 years helps.
I've been in a horrible mood lately. Everyone just lets me down.
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[Tuesday
January 10th @ 4:58pm] |
Your Social Dysfunction:
Schizotypal
You display social deficits and oddities of thinking. Your perception and communication are similar to those of a schizophrenic.
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Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com
Please note that we aren't, nor do we claim to be, psychologists. This quiz is for fun and entertainment only. Try not to freak out about your results.
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I'm going to be moving back into my parents house for awhile. Brandt went too far last night. I'm so tired of all of this.
As much as I love to be getting out of here and back to the valley, I'm totally going to miss my little place so close to the beach =(
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[Friday
January 6th @ 2:13pm] |
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Today I went out and decided I would treat myself and buy this lucite purse I had checked out a few times at this antique store near me. It cost me 70 bucks.
I came home and looked up lucite purses to see if I could find anything out about the purse I just bought and I found this.
http://www.bakeliteboutique.com/items/102302/dscn2739.htm .
Needless to say, I'm in a good mood
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[Monday
January 2nd @ 10:05pm] |
10 LAYERS OF ME
LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Marina Marie Aguilar
Birth date: December 21st
Birth place: Van Nuys, CA
Current Location: Seal Beach, CA
Eye Color: brown
Hair Color: blue black
Righty or Lefty: righty
Zodiac Sign: sagittarius
LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: mexican and white
What Shoes Did You Wear Today: black creepers
Your weakness: i forgive too easily
Your fears: being alone, not accomplishing anything in life, being a bad mother
Your perfect pizza: pineapple and black olives
Goal you'd like to achieve: to go back to school and be able to support my daughter on my own
LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY
Your thoughts first waking up: ugh what time is it?
Your best physical feature: I don't think I have any
Your bedtime: usually around 11
Your most missed memory: being little and carefree
LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: coke
McDonald's or Burger King: mcdonalds
Single or group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: neither
Lipton Tea or Nestea: nestea
Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino
LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: no
Cuss: not around bella
Single: yeah
Take a shower: all the time
Have a crush(es): i dont have time for those
Think you've been in love: yeah
Like(d) high school: yeah
Want to get married: yeah some day when i find the right person
Do you believe in yourself?: not really
Get motion sickness: sometimes
Think you're a health freak: haha no
Get along with your parents: yeah
LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Drank alcohol: yeah
Gone on a date: no
Gone to the mall: yeah
Been on stage: no
Eaten Sushi: no =(
Been dumped: no
Gone skating: no
Gone skinny dippin: no
Dyed your hair: yeah, twice
LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: no
Gotten beaten up: no
changed who you were to fit in: nope
LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: 25
Numbers of Children: 1
Describe your dream wedding: huge
How do you want to die: I dont know
What country would you most like to visit: Japan
LAYER NINE: IN A GAL/GUY
Best eye color?: i dont know
Best hair color?: I like black
Short or long hair: doesnt matter
Height: taller then me, but then again who isnt!?
Articles of clothing: well put together
LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people i can trust: 1
Number of CD's I own: I've never counted
Number of piercings: 4
Number of tattoos: 9
Number of times been on T.V: 1
Number of times my name has appeared in the Newspaper: 1
number of scars on my body: too many....
Number of big things in my past that I regret: too many...
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